markmathis

So apparently, the oregon trail was not neccesarily “in” oregon, but rather “to” oregon.  I am “in” oregon and noone knows anything about it. I find that hard to believe, doesn’t anyone have a facebook account? Didn’t anyone play the game on their ibm 286 or mac OS 3.x?

Unfortunately one of my party has been devoured by wolves as i chose to buy more provisions than firewood. They sneaked in last night and ate him after the fire died down. He was affectionately known as “bradical” to his friends and “brad tretola” to the ladies. Keep in touch for more from the trail….

All joking aside. Oregon has the best summer in the world. I’ve been a lot of places, but nothing is like this weather. It makes everything easier. We played the buffalo gap saloon last night with a guy named, “matthew kendall”. It was a lot of fun and gave us a chance to work some kinks out of our set. We devastated guitar center, or rather brad did. There was nothing but smoldering mexican headstocks after he finished playing a 17000 dollar SRV reissue through the 100 line 6 amp we bought…

I feel disoriented right now, I am not in a safe place. But who wants to be in a safe place anyways? When I catch myself feeling sorry for myself i slap it out. I give you all permission to slap me on a regular basis. What should we do if not our gifting? I am learning a lot about who I am and am learning to be ok with it if people don’t understand. So much of what I am doing here is learning to communicate. Communicate what is inside me – teach it to others, and let the simple truth of it grow. I think that I need to buy some more ammo, the apaches are coming – i can see their pixelated forms on the horizon… i love the oregon trail.